Online babblings

I forgot how to code xhtml and css I'll need to re-learn them before purchasing a domain and hosting.

Also I noticed there changes in domain registration prices it went up by almost a dollar since the last two years I've stopped web designing. I guess more and more people are making websites which is probably causing the increase in prices.

I'm not a big fan of facebook I only use it cause my real life and close online friends use it anyways a stranger tried to add me on their friend list on facebook and this is what happened:

Me - do we know each other cause your name doesn't ring a bell.

Mark Ly - haha ha ahah......but this is no joke!!!!!......hahahhahahaahh.......but seriously this is no joke..........I am just going to be honest with you......PLEASE don't take this as a joke..........cuz I am being very FUCKING serious.......... I AM A STALKER.......THAT MEANS I AM FOLLOWING, WATCHING YOU and I am hunting your like a eagle about to prey on a rabbit... watching and takin notice of your every lil movement. I know your every thought..... BEWARE this is no JOKE.......THAT MEANS THIS is FUCKING really really very FUCKING SERIOUS......I AM WATCHING YOU SO YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR STEP OK>>>>>>NO JOKE REALLY SERIOUS.....

Me - wow you are pathetic it's nice to know that your a loser! and I have reported you for harrassment have fun sucker!

Seriously there are a lot of fucked up people in this world. If they really do have too much time on their hands they should jump off a cliff.

I haven't been posting any entries cause nothing good is happening in my life. Everything is just a big mess. I'm having problems with school and work and my health isn't getting any better. I am still struggling with lupus, and the side effects from the medication that I'm taking is getting worse.

Don't know why but I don't want to talk to anyone anymore.

I'm only posting this entry cause I saw Amerei's message at gaiaonline.com

Dunno why but today I'm just rolling in with tonnes of ideas on starting my own business. If this works out well I can actually be my own boss in the future. I just hope that I can stay motivated and creative long enough for this dream to become a reality.

So far everything is in the planning and conceptual stage. I will have to make a detailed action plan so that I can have a better idea to as what direction this business will take.

Probably in the past I would of wanted to give and receive love at the the same time but as time goes my perspective on love has changed.

Now I believe that loving someone doesn't necessarily mean that you have to be with them. Knowing that they are happy and well is all that want. Being able to give love and not expecting anything in return is something I really enjoy doing now. You guys probably think that I'm very foolish and crazy and I probably am!

Some of you guys may or may not know but I've been going on a diet to lose weight and shape up. I've got to admit that right now I'm making a lot of sacrifices and changes in my life but I think it's worth it cause I'm actually feeling a lot more healthy in many ways. I think so far I've lost 20 pounds and 2 inches on my tummy I just need to flatten my tummy and then I'll be totally done. ^_^

The only thing I don't get is that everyone is so worried about me. Please don't worry I not gonna get a eating disorder or become anorexic because I LOVE EATING! I just want to be healthy and looking fit as well. n_n

When I'm done I'll share some tips and tricks with you guys! ^^;;;

Love you guys <3

Holy cow I haven't been here for ages... now I feel guilty... just remember you guys I love you all!!!

Now back to the journal entry...

It's funny when your not looking for a relationship but you keep meeting people that gives you the feeling that they like you... oh well I would like to think that I'm a nice and friendly..

Yes I admit that I like a few people here and there but I wouldn't call it a relationship or anything serious it's just liking them cause they are enjoyable to talk to! do you know what I mean? =/

Oh well my real life friend Prudence came back so this Friday I'll be going out with a few girl friends to celebrate her belated birthday... I can't believe she wants everyone to dress up I'm not gonna a wear a dress

I wish I had a simple life... a life without problems or worries

Of course this will never happen... probably only in dreams

I just updated to the lastest version of firefox... it looks really nice! I hope that this version won't crash so much... =/

Last night I was supposed to have a class at 7:00pm when I got there the professor wasn't there and there were only 2 classmates waiting there for class. Very soon I got a bad feeling and went the library to check my school email and then I found out that the professor wasn't going to come to class. D:

The lesson for today is check your email frequently. I wasted 3.5 hours taking the buses to school and returning back home. T_T

Birthdays are the worst day in the year...

Long time no see you guys @_@ hope that you are all doing great in everything...

This is something that happened to me during International Marketing class last night (Wednesday).

So there's this guy in my group and we don't talk to one another!

Anyways here is what happened:

Last night he and 2 other guys in my group, they had to do a mini lecture on the chapter reading and they had to present first. When they finished presenting that guy started looking at me and he kept on laughing. I seriously had no freaking clue to as what he was laughing about! it was funny at first but since that the professor was sitting in front of me I had to becareful because I don't want to get into trouble. So I took my powerpoint slides and I used it to cover my face! yes I used paper to cover my face -_-" and then other people started to look at me in a weird way... it was friggin embarrassing!

5 mins after one of my group members asked me what I was doing! Dx I was like look at him!! ¬_¬ so I took away the paper and I looked away.

He did tell the whole group that he likes taking 2 espressos before going to lectures... I guess that espressos got to him... o_O what a weirdo!

Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still here @_@ I just need to do as much non-school related things as possible... cause school will be starting on September 6th u_u the bad thing is that I'll be having a course on Saturday mornings... -_-"

After a nice relaxing holiday...the war begins @_@ I don't know why but I feel more motivated to work hard in school than ever I wonder if it's because I screwed up last semester... -_-; anyways rather than moaning and complaining I'm gonna actually do something about it! Man this doesn't sound like me at all :p

I'll be back during the Christmas holidays ^^;

Sorry for not updating this place for so long! I just felt kinda tired of the internet and I wanted a break..anyways enough about that @_@

Lately, I've been going to gaiaonline.com to tell the truth when I first joined this forum I never thought that I would stay there for so long I wonder when I'll lose my interest in this site?

Midterms are coming up next week my goodness I need to study! .-.

Yep school starts today u_u anyways I've already purchased most of my text books but there is one course I couldn't buy books yet because it's undecided so I'll have to find out during class tonight.

Another thing is that I tried to blog at my domain but after I posted an entry the whole design was ruined so I had to delete the entry which really sucks -_-; I'll have to figure it out tonight.. x_x so far I think the problem might be related to the tableless coding...hmmm..*ponders*

Lastly I want to thank all who have commented on the previous entry. *huggles*

I got this from llian

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind that you're not so bad in other people's eyes after all.

Gosh I can't believe that summer is gonna end soon and I'm not even ready for school yet but then again I'm never ready for school v_v;

I seriously should learn how to do those over rides for this journal...the designs here are kinda boring... :-\

Also thanks to everyone who added me onto your friendlist *huggles*

Yep I got a new journal because I'm sick of the name amerelis! that's right because I want a new start in everything. I'll be adding everyone soon ^^;